Friday, December 24, 2010

im so dumb

ok so im sitting here waiting and being nice cause im a nice guy so that my mom and her bf can watch netflix or whatever they are doing, while im over here kinda stressing out on my new video im working on which i still need to film my scenes as santa or well ghetto santa haha and u know as im sitting here typing it im thinking why the fuck am i stressing its not like its that great of a video or im not getting paid for this and hell not like anyone is gonna watch it shit i shouldnt really stress on it but i still cant help it you know i mean i want to live this type of life where i can make movie/tv whatever for a living so i think im in that state of mind that im starting to lose it you know i mean im gonna not sleep tonight so that when they go to bed i can go into that room(since its the room that has all the christmas stuff) and film the rest of the video and edit haha isnt that stupid, its even funnier is that i think im getting myself sick just thinking about it like if i have a dead line i mean shit i have all day tomorrow to get it done edit and all that bullshit, hell im lready half way done editing it cause i shot my friends part earlier cause i thought he was gonna leave today but he's not so i kinda did that for nothing hehe but oh well its all cool cause at least i got most of it done....well ok sorry to rant so long later

-Jon

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