I have been thinking about it alot but i feel like i should move away from this place, but im scared to leave cause its pretty much all i know since i have been here for most of my life but the sad part is that i cant stand it out here i dont want to go anywhere cause im afraid im gonna get shot or stabbed haha which is prob not gonna happen but it might since its a pretty bad area, especially if you wear the wrong color haha but i dont know i feel like i should leave here, but like i said im scared and im also making excuses to stay like oh i have friends here or i have a band or i have film buddys to help film when really i can find that somewhere else also.
I think i should prob take a chance and see the world and try to do something with my life i mean i am not doing anything now i just sit at home and watch netflix and play games with the occasional look for a job even though where i live it is hard to find a job and the fact i dont have a good working car makes it harder for me to get anywhere which sucks but then again there is the bus and all that shit so that really isnt a excuse for my laziness. i dont know hopefully soon i will try to do something for now i want to get my band together for one last show basically quite the other band and try to film a couple of little mini series and then maybe i will move somewhere? but i dont know where maybe i will go to arkansas where i have some family or maybe i will go somewhere new? maybe go to new york or Florida or hell maybe go international?
I have no clue but i need to figure out soon cause life kinda sucks haha then again who knows maybe the 2012 thing is real and all we have left is a few more months and its all over haha, if only that were true just like how the zombie apocalypse was supposed to happen last year haha
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